Thursday, February 28, 2008

hrm..after blog surfing for awhile i noticed something..
whats with everyone and that song
'teardrops on my guitar?'
its like a sudden craze that has swept the population,esp gals..
seriously,
why do we allow ourselves to mop bout some guy on a song?
it makes us sound so..
weak..
sure music brings out the emotions, the meaning behind everything etc etc
true,the song is nice
and i gotta admit
it somewhat speaks to me about a certain area in my life that i want to take to the grave with me
but..being me,
i will not allow myself to be subjected to such misery of emotions.
no no no..
me is gonna put it all behind and face what i really want
to graduate and make it big in life as a trauma specialist
to only have work on my mind and nothing more...
ok, i lied.
there will be times when i wanna go splurge alil..
but nothing else..
wouldn't let the mistakes i made in the past pull me down like it did

exams drawing nearer..
i wonder if i'm prepared as i think i am
then again
i know i'm not,cause i haven finish studying!!!
*scream*
now that Jie is graduating (congrats btw,am so BLARDY proud of you!!)
i'm starting to wonder if i'l ever reach that stage..
to graduate and be relived my studying days are over
and to welcome the killer-stress of life = WORK!!
to throw my notes away or give the subjects i hate back to my lecturers (like me geography,don't ask me where this and that is..I REALLY DUNNO!! go google it up)
am just about reaching the tip of the knife already..


I wonder if he knows his all i think about at night..
His the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
His the song in the car i keep singing
I don't know why i do...

That song is starting to get into my head and wouldn't leave me..

missing juju still..
sniff,sniff..
no one can replace her..not even close..
I MISS YOU!!!
huhu...
its so true what some friends told me
so ppl are really hard to replace,no matter how much we try to fill that space with someone else
its just not the same....
i'm sorry...
its just not the same talking to some people..
though i really appreciate it
but,its just a void space that can't be filled by another shoe
but i'm grateful they tried..
really i am..

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