Friday, February 29, 2008

21st birthday

hrm..
never thought i see the year i dread more than ever
2008
why?
its only the beginning of the year,how bad can it get?
for me..
SUPER!!
why?
all cause of this rave about hitting the big 21
honestly,i don't see the biggie in celebrating the 21st burfday of your life
to me,its just like any other year of birthdays.
it marks the fact that ur one year older and NOT YOUNGER(WHO WANTS TO CELEBRATE THAT!!!!)
sure,i'm legal to vote,legal to drink etc..
so what?
i'm OLD!!!
u get your wings (what wings???!!)
its really not that big of a deal..
why all the hype!!
i really have no intention of celebrating..
its JUST ANOTHER YEAR!
sheesh..
for that fact,since its MY birthday,don't i have the right to say if i want to make it big or small?
and since i want it small ( or for that fact,totally obliterated...don't ask me why,i'm just not from the norm crowd so i see things differently..SUE ME!!) its should go as how i want it.
rite RIGHT??!!
can they just leave me alone and not harp bout how i want to celebrate it?
such selective answering method..like some machinery where the wrong input will result in ERROR!!PLEASE TRY AGAIN!!
sigh..
looks like i have to come up with something to keep me busy towards April..
so that i can escape and say i'm busy so no time to celebrate
and somehow,exams not an excuse..
DIE!!
i'm a sadist,what are you gonna do bout it?
i have rights to what i want, you cant do nothing bout it
and right now,my rights is to not make my 21st birthday such a big a deal..
read somewhere bout how rich brats splash MILLIONS on their mingy 21st..
MILLIONS!!
imagine how much it could have contributed to the health departments
the African Help Org
AIDS organization..
charities
sigh...how selfish the human race can be..
i'm still not seeing the point of making my 21st a hype..
infact, call me crazy or freak but i never really liked celebrating my birthday,but i don't mind celebrating other ppl's birthday.
i find it a drag to wake up on birthday day
its like the worst day of my life or something..
and being asked the same question every other year
so,what are you gonna do on your birthday?
what do you want to do?

how bout sleep and just pretend its not my birthday??
i'm not a birthday person..
haha...funny right?
but i get really excited for other people's birthday..
think i have some psychiatry disorder..
i call it..
the I-Don't-Want-To-Celebrate-My-Birthday Syndrome..
*grinz*

someone please save me before i'm forced to resort to drastic measures....

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