Mid life crisis??

Galy's lecture today made me wake up to something i probably never knew i was suffering from all this while...
MID LIFE CRISIS!!!
Why?
Signs and Symptoms of going through mid-life crisis includes :
A SUDDEN LOST OF INTEREST IN MANY THINGS OR LIFE!!!

The one time I choose to pay attention to his lecture proved to be the last I will ever hear cause I think i've been traumatized already.
I recalled a conversation I had with a friend a few weeks back regarding relationships.
A : What do u look for in a relationship?
Me : ......Nothing.I have no interest in attaining one at the moment,or from my current POV,ever!
A: Why la?
Me : Coz i'm not interested anymore?And I don't think it befits me at this point of time.Why u so kepo wan?
A: Just asking la...U seem so lost in life..like no aims at all.
Me: Just cause i don't aim for a relationship doesnt' mean I'm lost in life.I have other aims in life u know...
A: Do u think u've lost interest in life than?
Me : Sometimes,i feel like there's nothing to live for and its so mundane...
A: Then do something bout it...
Me : malas la...

The rest is all P&C la.
Its true,i have lost interest in alot of things in life.But i AM in denial that i'm undergoing mid-life crisis.For one,I still feel like i'm in my EARLY life,not MID life yet.Plus,i don't feel like i'm in such a crisis that the worlds gonna end soon on me or i get the temptation to run the blade through my wrist "Just to feel the adrenaline rush and know I'm alive".
Thankfully I can never reach that stage coz I thank God for the senses He instilled in me to NOT DO DRASTIC THINGS WITHOUT THINKING!!
My only remedy in chocolates,chocolates and more CHOCOLATES!! and sleep sleep sleep like a pig.

I'm so not gonna listen to Galy anymore incase he springs up more surprises for me and my wake up call on life.
Shall go emo in a corner bout my mid-life crisis now...

I'm suppose to be doing PBL now,but i'm so lazy to do it.
Use to diligently write and draw out everything and feel so proud of it cause its my hard work and knowing that its for my own reference when i study rather than print things out.
But this time round,I'm doing it lazy man style and just not bothered.And also resorting to sit infront of the faci so that my back's my shield while i doze off or make funny faces and pleading faces to the rest to hasten the discussion,and all the while,only opening my mouth and vibrating my vocal cords to state a single sentence of agreement or yawn or just plainly to breathe to stay alive.
I'm stoning in front of the laptop,typing sentences that don't quite make sense to me at all but I'm still gonna type it out and post it up.
Coz i'm bored,lazy,tired,lost,and just in a planet of my own...

Maybe its working part time thats draining me....
hrm...