a famous poet once wrote:
life is like a stage
set for the fools

another :
life is like a burning candle
a gentle wind
and gone is its light

the rainy weather has taken its toll on me again.the gloomy weather adds to the gloomy me,the stage has been set for everything to take place,and the actors and actress have their part to play.

Jie came on thrusday night and left on Monday afternoon.felt like only yesterday she was here and left.time couldn't be any cruel.though she spent most of her time with her darling (yes,i penalized you for that) but i guess,deep inside she deserves just as much after all the shiat she's been through with the she-devil in Kuantan GH and all that came in its neatly wrapped package.
speaking of which,i have my own she/he-devils to face here too.
i miss her again.cant wait for her to come back in october.
must finish studying by then so that i can spend time with her and discuss cases with her :)
think i quite enjoy discussing cases with her.makes me put into use all that i studied,minus the point when i get reprimanded for forgetting important things but thats the beauty of case discussion.
gives me more of the inspiration to excel in my work so that i'l make less mistakes (and less nagging from her)

after watching Pride and Prejudice(1995) for the umpteenth time,i realised that it very much lives quite where i am.i find that,unintentionally,each and everyone of us have a certain pride in built in us that we don't want to give up.and to shine in that pride,we do all we can,no matter what it takes,who we hurt,to let it shine and be known to others. its fine to be prideful of something that is of use,that is of some distinction that benefits not just oneself but to others or that is of truly one's own hardwork or labour.but to prideful that benefits no one except by means of hoping to elevate one's status in the eyes of others and gain favour is cruel and disgusting.
pride themself the most caring,the strongest,the wisest,the kindest....the list is endless..
and it can so evidently be seen in every person i come across.by that,i don't mean to exclude myself coz i admit i am prideful of one thing,that i value my opinion and judgement to be that which is the best in any given situation.but i know i make mistakes at times,and i'm not afraid to admit that that pride let to my fall in many areas.

i think i'm rambling nonsense.
my thoughts are jumbled up again and i blame the fever.

oddly,at the moment....
i feel trapped..

will read P&P again..