Kiss me?<--don't even think about it

with barely a month to EOS,i've been told to look after myself yet again.
don't blame anyone,i always have the exam sickness curse.
now,i'm actually getting worried bout how bad its gotten.
the past few weeks have been,symptomatiful (something like colourful except i've been cropping up with lots of weird symptoms,any medical student care to diagnose?)
1)bloody stool,painful to pass.its more of constipation i think cause i find i have to strain at times.pretty graffical i know.at one point of time,i had this crazy notion that my menses is coming out the wrong end cause i screwed up my hormones with all the stressing:P
2)stiff shoulder on the right side especially in the mornings
3)pounding in the back of my head that comes when i study.feels like my heads gonna explode.panadol isn't working at all and neither is sleep.it comes especially at night when i'm studying and i find it really annoying.had another crazy thought of it being tumour after all the tumour lecture notes but then,i dun have any lost of sight or hearing,no weakness or losing of appetite.don't think i'm losing weight either,more like gaining since all i do is eat and sit down to study.sometimes it feels like my heads gonna collapse in instead(hurts even more for this)
erm,thats bout most of the odd symptoms i can remember happening at the moment.
4)then again,i think there is something wrong with my vision cause i'm having problems gouging space.i bruise myself alot recently because i 'think' i'm far from a door post or table but actually i'm so freaking near i smack right into it.my elbows are gonna get dislocated soon with all the banging into i get myself in.

less than 1 month away.everyone's contantly putting it up as a reminder in their blogs or facebook.sigh...
was watching one of my few favourite movies from high school,She's All That.Sixpence none the richer sang this song.got it stuck in my head ever since..
Rachel Leigh Cook is so cute!!haha...portrays such innocence she fits the role like a glove.

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.

[Chorus:]
Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

[Chorus (repeat)]

High school romance,sigh..seems so long ago and so legend-ish.
now comes uni life.no such thing as uni romance,not in med school atleast..
its either the MRS or DR title..
>_<

have a huge cravings for fireworks
and Baskin Robbins rainbow sherbet..

i shouldn't even be here blogging..
i should be STUDYING!!!!