i'm so gonna die!!!

one more paper to go and i am feeling so down about it.
cant believe how stoopid i am.
so much regret.should have read,should have studied more..
feels like even a pass is gonna be a miracle..
almost lost motivation to push on after SAQ paper.the questions WERE easy and VERY basic..if only i studied more!!
and MCQ!!
feel like jumping off the 20th floor of Vista B or 5th floor.so many similar answers that are SO CLOSE!!and its agonizing coz when u narrow it down to 2,its either or.and u get that sinking feeling of WHAT IF its not this but the other one and WORST of all,you have to decide which one you want to shade..huhu..then you really want to plunge that oh-so-tempting knife down your throat when u find out its not the one u shade but the other one..
ARGH!!!
STILL WORST are those where you have NO FREAKING CLUE about what they are asking for and staring at the answers for 5 minutes doesn't make it sink it anymore like titanic but makes u want to sink WITH titanic.
WHO THE HELL KNOWS WHAT IS PRULISIS ANI OR WHAT EVER THE HECK IT WAS???
GOD HELP ME!!
lost out 20 marks already out of 240 coz i had no freaking clue what the heck it was(all mostly BS,SCREW BS!!!) and who knows how many more crappy answers i gave that makes no sense except to aliens from planet MARS!!God,i hope the lecturers who mark my paper will be merciful in lowering their standards to that of an nimcompoop like me:(
on the lighter side,there was a HILARIOUS question given in SAQ
In response to stress,define
a) the stimulant - (EOS)
b) the recipent - (ME!!)
left that whole 10 marks question empty.still got somemore subs but couldn't remember..
gotta push for OSPE now..
PARASITOLOGY!!!
MICROBIOLOGY!!
PHARMACO!!
God,if i get through this,i so promose i will NEVER study last minute and know my work like the back of my hand...
PLS PLS PLS LET ME PASS!!!

sorry,just had to blog to release my frustration on how stoopid i am...